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| the other day i dropped my cellphone in some tea, now it doesn't work yesterday i rode my bike someplace beautiful. yesterday i realized that finding joy in life isn't experiencing everything you can. its realizing the things that make you feel joy and not having to experience everything, because that is a meaningless pursuit. i bought a fadora... i think thats how you spell it.
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| today i was thinking to myself... "if i were to form a trend, i would name it post-cyberpunk!" guess what i found out, it already exist. why does it have to be so damn hard to create an original subculture? guess i'll go back to just winging it, that works 
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| I'm looking at that picture I have up, i need to change it, i can't remember when my hair was even close to being that short. today was a good day at work, someone most have done something really screwy with our dinner because before long we we're all singing and dancing madly our way across the church like it had become some glourious musical, it was a good way to end the day. Went to a movie afterward with a select few, saw Man of the Year, didn't really care for it, it made me laugh a little but thats about it. should have called the evening quits while i was ahead, well, no matter. I have a speech to write for speech class due on wednesday, and guess what, I finished it! naw, just kidding i haven't even started it. i should, i don't know why I felt like coming on here, its been quite a while. Right now it's really quiet in the house and it feels like I'm alone. Not the bad kind of alone, just Adrift and at Peace after a long day. I don't think too much about circumstances any more, I guess it's progress, two steps foward and one step back, oh well. I really wish I could have done this year over again, I know those are purely selfingulgent thoughts and probably not healthy to dwell on, but I wonder, how much different I would be, if my circumstances were not the way they are now, for good or for ill, I don't know, maybe. I have no idea where came out of, I'm doing it again, I'm thinking too much. I'm ready for winter. I'm going to bed. | | |
| i think i take stuff too seriously, i should be more relaxed about stuff. | | |
| am i fake?
if no one tells you that you are, then you arent... right? if you try to not care what people think of you, but get scared when they don't tell you who you REALLY are, does that make you a hypacrite?
i'm really confused right now. we all grow until and only until we find a sense of true acceptence, thats what i always believed, but what if people really arnt as dark spirited as i imagined. im really really confused.
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